Just need some selfish prayers

[unique1one]

I'm desperate for some prayers for me and my husband. We've been trying to get pregnant for the last 7 months, with no success, and a ton of obstacles being thrown our way. My period has gone insane since January, and I've been to the doctor already for prolonged (22 days) bleeding, and a positive pregnancy test only to be followed by my period. Well, this time my period has gone the other way. I'm almost on day 50 with no period, and I finally broke down and called my OBGYN today. (This is following the fact that I've taken at least a weeks worth of pregnancy test (probably more) with all negatives (even when I stuck them on light bulbs, and brought them outside convinced I could find a line)). So, tomorrow I go to have a blood HCG test ran, so that when it comes back negative I can take a round or two of provera so that my lovely aunt flo can find her way back home. I'm really not looking forward to the provera, because every time I start with aunt flo, I'm thrown into a whirlwind of depression. I know that when I finally do get pregnant that it is going to be the second most difficult time of my life, but I feel almost selfishly like I'm ready to get it over with. I know that I am meant to be a mom again, and I crave feeling that healthy baby cuddled up next to me. So, anyways, sorry about the rambling. I'm desperate for any prayer I can get.....for my healthy rainbow baby, for answers to why my body is so crazy right now, or even prayers for a continued healthy marriage.

[JillinGA]

Stress wreaks havoc on our bodies...from headaches, chest pains, eating, not eating, anxiety attacks, AND CRAZY CYCLES, etc........
Praying for peace for you and your marriage.

BIG HUGS~

[Joshua'sMommy]

Praying for you! HUGS!

[Kaciesmom]

Praying for you

[mommy of three angels]

Praying for you.... please remeber we all are here for you!

[jennakuhlman]

Sending lots of prayers! I know the feeling we've been trying for 6 months now with no luck yet and it seems like every month there is something new that gets in the way of getting pregnant. I hope you get your rainbow soon!

[schambers]

Sending lots of prayers your way. I know what it is like waiting to get pregnant and it can be very stressful and heartbreaking.

Can I suggest something that worked for me? After I had Tyler, I was having similar problems with my cycle. Not the constant bleeding but my period would either come super late or early and be a mess. My doctor put me on birth control for one month to help. Now I am not going to lie and say it was super easy to take the bc, it was hard and I think I cried everytime I had to take it. I ended up talking three months because I felt I needed to get my cycle in order to help my next pregnancy. The month after I stopped the bc I got pregnant. My doctor actually said that your first month off of bc is your most fertile. This might not be an option for you but I would highly suggest it because you really need to get your cycle in order first.

Sending you lots of ((Hugs)).

[Madge]

That sounds extremely frustrating. I will pray it all works out and you can conceive soon.