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Rayna'
01-04-2007, 11:44 AM
It's been a year as of today that I had my first miscarriage. I wrote this in honor of my first angel. Thanks for all of the support.



A Year


A year of lost dreams.
A year of painful memories.

A year of intense sorrow.
A year of not wanting to see tomorrow.

A year of many tears.
A year of my greatest fears.

A year of unbearable pain.
A year of praying in vain.

A year of total despair.
A year of no rocking chair.

A year of unanswered wishes.
A year of angel kisses.

A year of wanting to hold you.
A year of not knowing if it was pretty pink boots or trucks in shades of blue.

A year of learning how to survive.
A year of learning to take one day at a time.

A year of a broken heart.
A year of not knowing where to start.

A year of unwanted advice.
A year of trying to be understanding and nice.

A year of unthinkable hopelessness.
A year of forgiveness.

Karla
01-05-2007, 02:00 PM
Sometime there are no other words, but to say that I am thinking of you, and I am really sorry for your losses.

Karla

Rayna'
01-05-2007, 05:42 PM
thank you. With everyone's encouragement I've been feeling good the past two days. I just wanted my friends & family to acknowledge yesterday was my baby's death even though I was only 10 weeks along. My baby was not an "it" & I am not ready to "put "it" in the past". I think I finally got through to my family on this.