Happy Birthday Tristan

[Karla]

Dear Jessi,

I do want you to know that you are in my thoughts today as Tristan turns four. I am sure he's playing with Cydney Paige and all the other beautiful angels.

Hoping that your day is peaceful.

Lots of hugs for you and my girl Trinity!!!

Karla:)

[Jessi Hill]

Thank you Karla It is difficult for me to believe he would be 4- things still seem very fresh at times. I went to his grave yesterday so my mom could put flowers out there, I will go a little later today myself. I want to decorate for Easter. Time to go pick out a new angel for his garden.

Tomorrow will also be a little rough as it is my grandma's birthday and we just lost her April of last year, so it is her first heavenly birthday. I was very close to her and it will be a rough couple of days missing two of the most important people in my life. I am going to see if I can find a new Boston Terrier statue for her grave- the one she had has been so damaged over the past year that it needed to be removed. Her dog Simon was a BT and he passed a couple of months before her- they were best friends.

On a lighter note.... I am adding to my family:) ! I am getting my little foster daughter back (She is 8) and she will be moving in hopefully this week (within 10 days for sure) Which should really keep me busy! LOL I am exited to have her back.

((((((HUGS))))))) Back to you Karla from me and my little curly top girl! LOL
Jessi:p

[marylouise]

Happy 4th Birthday Tristan, I'm sure your Great Grandma made a wonderful cake for you and all your friends. And I bet you will be hepling her blow out her birthday candles.
Jess, hugs being sent your way.What is your foster daughter's name?
Thanks for sharing your artwork & photos.

[Jessi Hill]

Thanks Mary Louise.... That is funny that you say that about the cake- My grandma was known for her baking! LOL (when she couldn't sleep she would be up in the middle of the night baking) And she would totally be the one letting him asist her in blowing out her candles... she would be 81 so she might need the extra wind to help LOL!!!
My foster daughters name is Anastasia (she goes by Ana)

[Karla]

Jessi,

It's the first time I am seeing a picture of Tristan........he's so handsome, I can imagine him at 4!!! He would be soooo very cute and adorable, and mischievous!!! I am sorry about grandma, too. I hope you get the BT, it's so good that you can do these things. If I were to put anything for Cydney, it would be stolen in no time, before you could blink. Because of the crime here, I cannot visit her as often as I would like too, I miss doing that and my husband seems to think that the less I go, the better.

But on that lighter note, I am happy to hear about your foster daughter, what's her name, and any pictures to share??? It would be lovely to see curly top and her together:), I am so happy for you.....you are so brave to be doing all this. I wish my husband would consider adoption, I worry about my son not having a sibling here, He will always have Cydney Paige, but it would be great to have one on earth.

Again, I am thrilled for you as if it were me!!!

Karla

[lori anderson]

Jessi,
You will be in my thoughts and prayers today. My son, Jackson Walker, would be 4 Saturday and his heaven Date is next week. I had no idea our angels were born the same week.
I bet they are getting into a lot of trouble together! Imagine, 2 4 year old boys!
If you want to talk, give me a call or e-mail me anytime.
Lori

( also, my Grandmother passed away 3 weeks before Jackson was born, so I understand having these days so close...it is so hard...)

[Karla]

Jessi

Ana is beautiful!!! Why does curlytop(I like that name for Trinity, I guess 'coz I'm a curlytop too LOL) look so angry in that photo?? She looks like she just didn't get things her way!!!

I agree, the expensive things should go in our garden, I feel guilty saying that, but it's sensible. However, I do not have a home of my own. but I do have three potted desert rose plants, did you get the pics of them blooming? Hoping that one day very very soon to have my own home, and garden, so I could have Cydney's place to sit and find peace. Pls pray that I can find that place soon. I really do need my own sanctuary.

Karla

[marylouise]

They're so cute!

[Deb Stoner]

Happy Birthday! Thinking of you, Jessie!

[Jessi Hill]

Karla.... Well that is just Trinity's lil' attitude. She did not want to sit still! LOL
Lori- It is neat that the boys were so close in age... only days apart. Tristan held on until June 18th, and I am glad for the time we did have with him... however no matter how long, it was never enough. They are probablly chasing all the beautiful little girls up there. LOL (Ok maybe they are still a bit young for that) But I am sure they are friends and are keeping eachother company... and I am sure our granny's are fattening them up for us! (I know mine for sure is... she wouldn't take no for an answer- if she cooked you ate... that was it!) LOL

Well I managed to find my angel... it is a baby angel in a set of hands this year. I also purchased an angel for grandma's grave. I found an angle playing with a sting of roses... I am so mad though...... when I unwrapped it at the cemetary tonight I poked a hole in the wing. GRRRR- cheaply made stuff. Oh well, I'll have to try to fix it later I guess. I had no luck finding a nice Boston terrier. BUMMER.


Thanks! To everyone who thought of my angel today!!! It really means a lot to know that he is thought of.

[lori anderson]

My Grandmother is letting them get into all sorts of things, she was a very spirited one!

[Lindzy Foster]

happy birthday tristan! They are beautiful pictures of all of your children, i love Tristan's chubby cheeks! So cute...
Lindzy

[Jessi Hill]

Thank you to all who wrote and made his day a special one. Tristan sure did have some chubby cheeks! I love them too... he was swollen from meds in that photo too though...making them even puffier. It was a hospital photo right before we got to take him home for the 10 days!