Tammy
02-21-2006, 06:14 PM
February 25th will mark 6 months since we lost our Baby Chase.
At this point in my life, I am doing alright, for the most part. I still have those days where certain thoughts bring tears, that feeling of emptiness and longing to have Chase here still enters my soul from time to time. I think about him everyday and wonder.
Then there are days I occupy my time productively seeking ways to help others. Mainly, trying to get information about NILMDTS to potential photographers here in Minnesota, and assisting already affiliated
photographers access the information they need to establish their availability to their local hospitals.(with the help of wonderful friends-whom I thank very much) What a great feeling and sense of worthiness it is to help other people. This is my way of coping, my way of healing, my way of remembering my son.
I remember to thank God everyday for what He has given to me, and try to remember Chase's life has a much larger purpose. Some days, this concept is easier to accept then others, but none the less. His memory has captured many people, and will continue to do so in the future.
I have said it before, and I'll say it again.... there is no telling where I would be or what I'd be doing today had it not been for this organization. To be honest, I don't care to think about it. I'm only grateful NILMDTS exists.
At this point in my life, I am doing alright, for the most part. I still have those days where certain thoughts bring tears, that feeling of emptiness and longing to have Chase here still enters my soul from time to time. I think about him everyday and wonder.
Then there are days I occupy my time productively seeking ways to help others. Mainly, trying to get information about NILMDTS to potential photographers here in Minnesota, and assisting already affiliated
photographers access the information they need to establish their availability to their local hospitals.(with the help of wonderful friends-whom I thank very much) What a great feeling and sense of worthiness it is to help other people. This is my way of coping, my way of healing, my way of remembering my son.
I remember to thank God everyday for what He has given to me, and try to remember Chase's life has a much larger purpose. Some days, this concept is easier to accept then others, but none the less. His memory has captured many people, and will continue to do so in the future.
I have said it before, and I'll say it again.... there is no telling where I would be or what I'd be doing today had it not been for this organization. To be honest, I don't care to think about it. I'm only grateful NILMDTS exists.