5 months

[chloe's mommy]

well its been 5 month since chloe was stillborn. i went to her grave last month on the 28th and while i was there i talked to her. told her stories, read a book, sang her her song, and cried. also my dad showed up, he just kinda stood there and held me while i cried. my friend was there about a week ago and said that the easter thing i had setting there marking her grave was gone so she went a bought a few things for her. she doesnt have her headstone yet, im trying to figure out what is taking so long. i havent posted on here in awhile, and thought i should let you all know how i was. well its still hard but ots going to be for awhile that i know. i have a boyfriend that is also there for me when i need him. he understand what im going through, he hasnt lost a child but he knows the pain of losing someone close.

[Lyssa Sauer]

Sayla I was thinking of you the other day I am glad to hear from you sounds like things are going okay. It sounds like you have a solid support group with friends and family and we all need that. Glad to hear from ya girly.

[linda]

Sayla,
Thinking of you, I know far to well how each rememberance date causes such pain. I'm asking Chloe to sent you big hugs and kisses! I'm praying for you!

[Cathy]

Sayla
I have also been thinking of you. Hope you are doing well
Cathy

[carissa13]

Hi Sayla ~ I to was thinking of you, knowing we have not heard much from you lately. Oh how the time keeps ticking and so do we. I hope you are doing alright, as alright as you feel you need to be right now. Thinking of you Carissa

[Hailey's Mommy]

Hope all is well hugs

[Erica Stone]

Sayla

I'm so glad you have people around you that are so supportive. For about the first 6 months I went to visit Matthew constantly, sometimes even 2 or 3 times a week in the beginning. Although I cried my guts out, I felt a sense of relief after each visit. I couldn't bring myself to talk to him out loud, but I brought a box of tissues, a bag for my used tissues and just sat next to him and let it all out. (I don't go nearly as often now, but I am able to talk tohim, and have brought his baby brother to say hello on a few occasions. The headstones or markers can take a while sometimes, but call the cemetary or funeral home and ask them if they can give you some information. Glad to hear you're OK. Big hugs.

[chloe's mommy]

thank you all of you are so supportive. its great to talk to people who have gone through he samething.