I Just Found Out I am Pregnant Again

[Marcus Momma]

Well I took a test 2 days ago and got a faint positive and i took one today and got a positive then my husband and I drove to Wal-Mart to get another test and it came up positve to. When I took the onw earlier I took off running outside to my husband with my cellphone in my hand trying to figure out if I was going to tell him or call my mom first. I was shaking so bad. I just started bawling and hugged him he thought someone had died because I had the phone in my hand and I was crying. He said I thought you wanted a baby and I told him I did thats why I was crying I was so happy. It only took a month to get pregnant with actual trying. I couldn't believe it. I figured it would have takin longer. But the crazy thing is a few days after my egg dropped something told me don't worry your gonna be pregnant this month so don't stress out over it. And I told my husband this. I can't believe I am actually pregnant. I am so excited but so scared also. I know I can have healthy babies thats why I am determined to have a healthy child. So please everyone pray for me and the baby that we will both be safe and healthy. My emotions are so crazy right now. My dad thought I was lying to him.LOL!

[KEA's Mom]

Congratulations Shawnna!! That's wonderful. I'll keep you and your little one in my prayers!!

[Vicki]

C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S !!!!!!

Are you about 6 million emotions at one time????

You have my prayers and also my excitement over this great news . . . what a lucky baby!

It really is wonderful to hear such happy news !!!!

Vicki

[CurtisIII's Mommy]

Shawnna I am so happy for you...congratulations!!! Ill be praying for you!!!

[Julie Williams]

Awww Shawnna.....CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!! I bet you are a whirlwind of emotions!

I'm so thrilled for you. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers for a safe and calming nerves pregnancy!

[Lindzy Foster]

Congrats! I'm so happy for your family! you will have a whirlwind of emotions after your loss but the positive thinking def has been helping me and making sure i enjoy the pregnancy....good luck i am very excited for you!

[Adrion Bell]

Congrats! Congrats! Congrats! This is such exciting news for you and your family. You will be in my thoughts all the way through. Keep us updated as you progress.

[Kerry]

WOw.. I am so happy for you and your family. I do feel bad though for summertime heat, always sucks for pregnant woman. Can't wait to see all the ultrasound pictures! Enjoy your pregnancy and try not to worry, we are all thinking of you and praying the best of luck for you!

Kerry
Mother of Olivia,Sarah,Lane and Heavenly Angel Mallory

[JenniferBrown]

I'm soooo happy for you!! Congrats honey! H & H 9 months!!

[Tanya]

How exciting and congratulations! :) Now go take care of yourself!

[Brooke]

Congratulations!!! I wish you the best pregnancy during the next 9 months and pray that at the end you will be holding a beautiful healthy baby!!

Love,

Brooke-Mommy to Carter-5, Ethan-3, Caden-8 months, &

[motherofthree]

Congratulations, Shawnna. You have lots of people praying for you and your little one. How far along should you be now? This is so exciting for you! Keep us updated and let us know how you are feeling!

[MichelleS]

Congratulations What exciting news. Take care of yourself. You and the little one will be in my prayers.
Michelle

[Marcus Momma]

Thank you everyone so much. Your prayers are greatly needed and make me feel like I can do this because you all have faith in Gods will to let me have a healthy baby and I know I don't have to go through all the mixed emotions alone I can share them with the woman who know how much it hurts it lose a baby and then get pregnant and wanting so bad for this baby to come home with us. I am about 4 weeks along I think I should be due around Feb.5 2009 but will have a week early because of c-section on Jan. 30, 2009 only 7 days after my daughter turns 5. ITs wierd because all the pain I have been carrying suddenly doesn't hurt as bad and it scares me that I might forget about the suffering my son went through. I have twice as much love this pregnancy and I plan on talking to my baby everyday like I didn't do with Marcus. I hope it helps my baby wanna stay here with me. I pray that Marcus isn't mad at me for being so happy right now because this baby isn't going to replace him. I know I wouldn't be pregnant right now if he were alive and its all so confusing. But the crazy thing is I got pregnant with Marcus a day before Josh turned 6 months old(when my egg actually dropped and after having some teeth pulled) And I got pregnant with this baby 1 day before Marcus would be 6 months old( When my egg dropped and after having teeth pulled)! I don't think the teeth pulling has anything to do with it but its funny.LOL! I will need your support all through this since you can already tell I have mixed emotions already but it is mostly excitment. I can't quit picking up the pregnancy test and looking at it holding my belly and smiling. And Beth I will be praying that when your ready to get pregnant that it will happen for you as quick as me. I didn't know that when my mom wanted to get pregnant all she had to do was pick a month and she got pregnant that month she was so fertile. And I had cist on my ovaries in middle school that busted and it was really bad , they told me I shouldn't be able to have kids. But I think God chose me even when I shouldn't have been able to get pregnant to carry such precious cargo for him.

[Vicki]

Shawnna . . .

Marcus isn't mad at you . . . he's a sweet little angel baby with nothing but love in and around him . . . all he could feel for you and this baby-to-be is happiness and excitement . . .
When we love someone, we want them to be happy . . . Marcus wants you to be happy . . . we all want that for you too!
I don't think that you will ever forget about what Marcus went through but life finds a way of creating balance in all things and the joy you feel now for this new little one is helping balance out the hurt of losing Marcus . . . you can miss Marcus and anticipate with excitement a new child without taking anything away from either. Mom's have such big hearts that we have room for every emotion we feel for our children . . . we were built special in that way!!!

Again, Congrats to you and your family . . .

Cheers!!

Vicki

[chloe leann's mommy]

awwwwwwww im soooo excited 4 u congratulations!!!!

[dfelton]

Congratulations! :)

[linda]

Yeah! I am so happy for you!!!

[marylouise]

Shawnna congrats!!! Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Hugs

[Tricia Hackney]

HOW WONDERFUL!!!!
Congratulations!!

[Marcus Momma]

Thank you everyone for your kind words and prayers. The morning sickness seems to have started I never had morning sickness with my boys only my girl. Hope it doesn't get bad! LOL! I am gonna wait a few weeks before I go to the doc since they won't be able to find a heartbeat yet anyway.

[Karen Ainbinder]

Congratulations!!!! I wish you a healthy and easy pregnancy!!

[MadiAidMak]

CONGRATULATIONS!!! I too am pregnant again,about 15 weeks. Totally excited,but freaked at the same time. I will be praying for you.

[amburke2]

Shawnna,
I seem to have missed this earlier - Congratulations! I hope your morning sickness is short-lived, and that you have an easy pregnancy with a healthy baby. Keep us posted!!

Amber, congratulations to you, too! I'm sure Aiden and Makayla are excited to be a big brother and sister.

[ShanaHensley]

Wow! Congrats! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers! :)

[Marcus Momma]

I went to the doc today and found out that i am only about 4 weeks because they did an ultrasound and i am waiting on the lab results for the hcg numbers to know for sure. You really can't see anything but a sac and a dot with a string thats what it looked like anyway. I have had them at 7 weeks and could hear the heartbeat and see a peanut.

[Jen Eagan]

Congrats Shawnna. Keep us posted. Will you be going back to look for a peanut in a few more weeks then?

[Marcus Momma]

Ok I am getting a little upset hopefully over nothing. The doctor called me back and wants me to go back for more blood work Monday to make sure my HCG levels are rising. I am only mesuring 4 weeks and 6 weeks from my last period the HCG levels are saying 4 weeks also. I am scared I might be trying to have a miscarriage. My periods are so irregular they run from 22 days to 28 or 30 days can that make a difference on the gestational age of the baby? I really don't wanna lose this baby. I hope the baby is alright and its just my cycle that was messed up this month. I am still sick in the mornings especially this morning it comes in waves is that a good thing?

[linda]

I will be praying for ya that everything is going to be ok!!

[motherofthree]

Shawnna, I am so sorry you are having this scare. I am praying for you.

When the doctors get me to cycle, I am a late ovulator. A longer than usual cycle can make a difference, but generally of a few days...most people ovulate around day 14-15, but I ovulated this month on day 17 (tracked by high-res ultrasound). Le us know how your test results come back and we will keep praying for you.

[Tawnya]

With one of my kiddos at 8 weeks I had the same stuff in the ultrasound. Didn't hear a heartbeat til late in the 8th week.

They also told me he was a girl. :) Some kids are just tricky I think.

I hope you are able to get some good news soon. :)

[Lyssa Sauer]

CONGRADULATIONS!! Prayer for you

[Marcus Momma]

Ok good news my levels are going up and I had another ultrasound today and the sac has gotten alot bigger and they could see the yolk sac real good. They were all so scared I was having a miscarriage and are happy I am not. My doc said she don't think she would have been able to handle telling me bad news.

[Tawnya]

YEAH!!!

See, some babies just like to be difficult. :)

[Marcus Momma]

Thats actually what my doc said they said my babies like to be difficult for some reason. My daughter was born a month early she didn't wanna wait. My second child kept making me have contractions but he was fine. Marcus had me the most messed up cause he was so big it hurt to walk and he made me have contractions also. Now this baby is already a handful and is only 5 weeks.

[Patty Patterson]

Congratulations! I'll keep you and this little one in my prayers. Keep us updated on the pregnacy!

[Jayme]

I'm glad for the good news! Your kids just have personality! I hope things keep going well.

[Miranda Carreras]

Congratulations!!! My prayers and thoughts go out to you. I prayer for an easy pregnancy and no more morning sickness *Yucky*

[Andrea A]

Congratulations on the happy news!

[Marcus Momma]

I Got another ultrasound on tuesday the 29th and I am praying everything is still going good. And I will be 12 weeks tomorrow!Yhea!

[linda]

Shawnna, I'm thinking of you and praying for you! I hope all goes well. I can't wait to read/see you through this journey!

[Marcus Momma]

I Went to the doctor and everything is perfect. Got To see the lil one and my doc said she is crazy because all she did is flip and fling her arms and legs. I didn't see any tinker winkers when she showed her butt and everything so that why I am calling it a her.

[linda]

tinker winkers...you are too funny!

[DanWhite]

Shawnna, Congratualtions!