heartbroken

[doubleR]

for the first time in my life i never thought i wouldve had my heart torn apart like i did november 21, 2008 thats when my beloved Maddox was still born. he was born at 31weeks he was 1lb 14.7oz 13inches long. i loved him from the moment i saw him like everyone does when they see their babys for the first time. he was moving the night before i went to sleep. woke up and went to my ultra sound appointment thats when they told me he had past and i needed to go to the hospital. devistated i picked up my boyfriend and 18month old son. we were there for a while and finally as soon as maddox came into this world he left us. we spent our time with him as long as they would let us. family came and bonded wit him as well. kathi buss came and took pictures our our beautiful maddox. thank you nilmdts for putting this oranization together and for kathi coming and capturing our beautiful son. ive added a picture of him.

[Laceys mama]

I am so sorry for your loss. What a sweet little boy. My heart goes out to you. It has been 3 months since my daughter Lacey Darlene was born still and my heart aches for her everyday. You have came to a good place where people understand how hard it is to go through such a tremendous loss first hand. Please be strong and hang in there. You are not alone.
Sincerely,
Melody
Lacey Darlene's Momma

[Madge]

Maddox is so beautiful. I am sorry for the pain you are feeling. This is a wonderful forum and you will find a lot of support here.

[nat in ill]

i'm so sorry for your loss. what a precious picture of your baby boy. he's beautiful.

my dh and i lost our baby boy just a few weeks before your loss at 28/29 weeks. i'm so sorry for your pain. i wish you peace and strength.

[motherofthree]

I am so sorry your son is no longer safe in your belly or your arms. Maddox is so adorable. Thank you so much for sharing him with us.

[Krista]

Raelynn,

I am so sorry for your loss. Maddox is absolutely gorgeous, and I love his little teddy bear. Thank you for sharing your precious little boy with us. I wish Maddox was safe in your arms, but please know our little angels are taking care of him until you meet again. Please be kind and gentle to yourself.
(((BIG HUGS)))
Krista

[MamaBethany]

I, too, am so sorry about what's happen to you and to Maddox -- I know the pain you are feeing. Unfortunately, most of here do understand. You will always miss your precious little boy -- thank you for sharing the photo, we can see he is so tiny, so sweet. We miss our babies too. We are here to support you as much as we can. My prayers are with you.

[Marcus Momma]

i am so sorry thats the exact day last year my Marcus died. Know we are here for support. Talk to us anytime. Again I am So sorry u had to deal with this also.

[katelyn]

I am so sorry for the loss of your precious Maddox. You have come to a good place for others who know what you are going through. My Katelyn was born still at 40 weeks, and you just don't want to let go of them. We'll be praying for you.

[Austin's Momma]

I'm so sorry about the loss of your precious little boy. I'll be thinking about you and your family.

[tstracener]

I am so sorry you aren't able to have Maddox with you. My baby went to heaven on 9/23/2008. I'll be praying for you.

[doubleR]

thank you guys for your kind words. my sister in law found this place and told us about it while i was in the hospital. it took me a few days to write didnt know the words to say, so i read some stories they touched my heart i cried my eyes out about the stories of angels then smiled at the babies pictures wishing they were all in our arms today.

[marybethsmomma]

I am so sorry for your loss. He is absolutely darling.

[Owen-n-Andrew's_Mom]

Maddox is a very handsome guy! Thank you for sharing him with us.

I'm so sorry that you'll only be able to hold him in your heart and not in your arms.

[babbykitty]

I am so sorry for the loss of your little on I know how you feel. I was almost 31 weeks when I went for a doctors appt. I went for a check up and the doctor could not find the heart beat so I was rushed to the hospital which for my luck was just across the street. My little angel Emily Rose was born on 10/4/08. She was 1 lb 10oz. I know that it is hard right now with the holidays but I have found just having your family and friends by your side helps.

[Shannon Dambrosi]

Maddox is so beautiful. i am so sorry for your loss. it has been almost 3 months sence my little ashley was born still. and i miss her so much. you are in my thoughts. : ) hugs