Kristine Che
01-08-2009, 05:50 PM
Hello Everyone,
I have recently been approved as an affiliate photographer for nilmdts. I was excited and honored when I found at the I would be a part of this amazing organization.
literally the day after I filled out my application, I found out I was pregnant. We were thrilled! We have a 3 year old son and had been trying for another. I felt good but had the normal physical feelings of pregnancy. About 2 weeks later, I stopped feeling pregnant. I thought it was strange but since it was still so early in my pregnancy (5 weeks) I didn't worry about it. About a week later I started spotting. I tried not to worry and stayed in bed. The bleeding got worse over the next few days and one night (Christmas Eve) I woke up in the middle of the night with cramps and found myself soaked. I knew then that I had miscarried. Christmas day was difficult. I was as cheerful as I could be, trying to make sure that my son enjoyed his Christmas. I am pretty sure he did.
I went and had the blood work done and finally got confirmation on January 5th that I was in fact no longer pregnant. I was not eager to see the doctor as I knew this was the case.
Anyway, having had the past 2 weeks to recupe, I am back at work and busier than ever. For the most part I feel ok but every once in a while I get sad and think about her, I know it was a girl.
I have been reading all of your stories here over the past few months and never imagined that I woud be posting this. I am glad there is such a supportive community to share with. Thank you all in advance for your support.
Kristine
I have recently been approved as an affiliate photographer for nilmdts. I was excited and honored when I found at the I would be a part of this amazing organization.
literally the day after I filled out my application, I found out I was pregnant. We were thrilled! We have a 3 year old son and had been trying for another. I felt good but had the normal physical feelings of pregnancy. About 2 weeks later, I stopped feeling pregnant. I thought it was strange but since it was still so early in my pregnancy (5 weeks) I didn't worry about it. About a week later I started spotting. I tried not to worry and stayed in bed. The bleeding got worse over the next few days and one night (Christmas Eve) I woke up in the middle of the night with cramps and found myself soaked. I knew then that I had miscarried. Christmas day was difficult. I was as cheerful as I could be, trying to make sure that my son enjoyed his Christmas. I am pretty sure he did.
I went and had the blood work done and finally got confirmation on January 5th that I was in fact no longer pregnant. I was not eager to see the doctor as I knew this was the case.
Anyway, having had the past 2 weeks to recupe, I am back at work and busier than ever. For the most part I feel ok but every once in a while I get sad and think about her, I know it was a girl.
I have been reading all of your stories here over the past few months and never imagined that I woud be posting this. I am glad there is such a supportive community to share with. Thank you all in advance for your support.
Kristine