chloe's mommy
02-10-2009, 02:18 AM
march 28th and my angel is going to be 2 years old. i cant believe its been this long already. and the pain is still there. i made a scrap book, of all her things from the hospital and all her pictures and it really helps to pull that out and look at it and remind me that it wasnt a horriable nightmare. although i wish it would have been sometimes. i wish she was here with me to go through the days. its amazing how right my mother was when she told that i would be looking everywhere for her. just knowing that shes gone i look around every corner, or i leave the house and it feels like i forgot something. and my mother knows the feeling all so well. i love that when im feeling down and need to talk to some one that knows how i feel shes always there for me. its been so long since ive posted on here. i went and looked at my first post and all the support i got from everyone and i cant explain how i felt reading all of those again. well i gotta go to bed so i can get up for work tomorrow. :)