my sweet kylee

[angel_26]

Well on feb 16 09 I went to the dr b/c I didnt feel my baby move the night before. So I went to work called when they opened and told them and they said can you come in now, so I left work and went over and got a sonogram done. Everytime they put the thing on ur belly It picked her heart beat up right away, well this day it didnt. The dr was looking at the screen making weirs faces and then she told me that there was no heart beat. All you can do is cry and be in shock wondering what happened. So I had to go get induced. I sat around all that day nothing happened the next morning my water broke and like in 2 hrs I had my little angel. All I wanted to hear was her crying and believe the drs were wrong but they werent. The cleaned her off just a little and handed her to me all I could do is look how beautiful she was and look at the hair she had.. Everyone came in to hold her and express their love to her. They let me keep her for 24 hrs after that. Which they did say we can let you go in a couple hrs after I had her I looked at them and said no way I want to keep her with me as long as I can. Then night came around that me and the daddy got to love and hold her all night. I stayed up all night crying and talking to her and holding her. I changed her diaper and put different clothes on her since i would have the chance to do that. Then they came in morning to say it was time to give her up and we had 5 min to say goodbye. That was so hard to let her go and walk out of the hosiptal without her. I cant even explain how I feel, crushed and a million other things. Some days I hate the world and just want to be with her.

[Abigailsmommy]

I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet baby Kylee (such a pretty name). I am sorry that we have to welcome you here. It is a hard road but this forum has been tremendously helpful for me. I hope it will be for you. You can vent, cry or scream to us. Whatever you need we are here for you.

Prayers and hugs to you
Jenni

[motherofthree]

I am so very sorry that Kylee is no longer in this world. I cannot bring her back to you no matter how I wish I could control those things, but I can offer you support. Losing a your sweet Kylee will be the hardest thing you will survive; it's the hardest thing I have ever faced. We are here for you.

[jordynhope]

I'm soooo sorry to hear about your little Kylee...you guys are in my prayers!

[mommyofalana]

I'm sorry that you lost your precious Kylee. We are all here for you if you need us. You will be in my prayers.

[momma to 2+ an angel]

I love all the hair she has!

Beautiful.

You found the right spot to let your feelings out. It will be 6 mos since I lost my son the 28th of the month (March 28th) and I cannot believe it.

I remember when I found this site, I couldn't imagine being at the spot that I am at... The wanting and loving never goes away but the uber-dark thoughts ease up a touch. Please use writing as a way to get it out, heck, if you would like my phone number, call me anytime those dark thoughts get in the way.

Just be gentle to you. Thinking of you -

Jenn

[Austin's Momma]

I'm so glad you were able to sleep with your angel, your beautiful little girl, Kylee. I wish I had put a diaper on my little boy, and changed his clothes too. I just didn't know what to do at the time. Kylee's lucky to have you as her mommy...she'll always be a part of you. And I hope you know that we're always here for you. You'll be in my thoughts ~Sarah

[Darby]

I am very glad you found us here. I would love to see more pictures of your sweet Kylee when you get it figured out. This road is hard, so many ups and downs with not very many ups. We are all here for your. The most important thing is do not keep it in. Share with us any feelings, we will try and ease the pain. We all know the pain you have. Your sweet Kylee is so precious, I am so sorry you do not have her with you any longer. I wish for more than anything that we could bring all of our angels back. You will be in my prayers.

[angel_26]

thank you all for being so friendly when ur experiencing the same thing. my sis in law lost hers 3 weeks before i did and i really cant say much to her but that im sorry and that our babies would of been happy een tho im going threw it i just dont know what to say to her

[Marcus Momma]

I am so sorry I will be praying for you and her! Know that we are here all the time to help any way we can.

[angel_26]

how do u guys get the little ticker on ur pg i have one on myspace but cant figure it our here

[Abigailsmommy]

how do u guys get the little ticker on ur pg i have one on myspace but cant figure it our here


If it is a HTML code for your ticker I think just go to your User CP page and under edit signature you can add the code there so when you leave a post it will automatically come up with it.

[jordynhope]

I just HAD to comment again...I can not get over how cute your little Kylee is! I just want to give her a smooch on those little lips! Soooo sweet!

[Tammy]

My heart and prayers go out to you, your family and your sweet little Kylee Marie~ She is just precious, all that beautiful dark hair!
As everyone else has already said, please feel you can come here to this forum~ so many wonderful, supportive and amazing moms and dads are here for you to help you on this journey we are all traveling~ we are all here for each other, we can all relate to the same emotions, thoughts, outrages and hurts.
I have been on this journey going on almost four years now (unbelievable) and every day that I come to this place, I learn something new from another parent. This is a remarkable place~ although none of us wish we were here, we welcome you with lots of love and support~ we are here anytime you need us.
Blessings~

[angel_26]

i would love to share more pic of kylee so u can see but not real sure hoe to do so once i get my password for colleges.net i will share the ones my photgraher took

[Tammy]

i would love to share more pic of kylee so u can see but not real sure hoe to do so once i get my password for colleges.net i will share the ones my photgraher took

Would love to see more pics of your Kylee! :) She is so so sweet!

[nat in ill]

i'm so sorry for your loss...she's beautiful.

[Molly O'Bryon-Welpott]

HI Angel,
I love the image you posted of Kylee, it's beautiful and I am glad you are on here:) If you need help opening the CD I gave you let me know or even let me know which images you would like uploaded and I can email them to you so you can post.. Thinking of you and your beautiful angel:)
Molly

[Krista]

Thank you for sharing your beautiful Kylee with us, she is beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss. Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
BIG HUGS!!

[angel_26]

thank you all for being so kind

[leah1mon]

Angel. I just read your story. I'm so sorry for your loss. My husband and I lost our first in February also. And I just know that our Mara loves Purple also! I'm so happy that you got to spend so much time in the hospital with her. We were so shocked still we just left as soon as we could but I wish we would of spent the night. How special. And I know so sad. Oh I pray you are finding some peace and having a good day today.